| I hope you know that the last time you told me you loved me, your voice shook. |
Your Voice Shook
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My Cocainethe scabs have healed, and all i want to do is bleed. youMy Cocaine
don't see it, you can't see. and i need it, i really need to bleed. because it hurts too much to pretend when all you want to do is make amends. if i could make my mind comprehend i would.
i want to see the pain, because seeing is truly believing. i want to see red, because then i will know that i'm real. on some day's i think that maybe i'm just crossbred. a cross
between a robot and human, with a brain made entirely of oatmeal, and heart of stone.
i'm tired of the pain,
by ~mhmimstellar
i have no more wordsdear conscience,i have no more words
i don't even know you, so please
get out of my head.
i can't explain all this pressure and pain,
so please just take a leap from my brain.
i'm better off alone, in a
place where there is nothing to lose. so sick of these walls you've built, i'm sick of your morals, and your guilt.
i have no more words and my hands crave to write, but you're stopping the flow. i want to make words with this pen, but they won't show.
i'm trying to dream, but i'm not sleeping. you've got me
begging. i know i'm not crazy. &nb
by ~mhmimstellar
just tell me, please"tell me, tell me please, why we do these things that hurt ourselves so badly."just tell me, please
"i would tell you, if i could tell you, why these choices we make break our hearts."
"just scream to me, all the things i need to hear. scream to me the words to mend me."
"i should whisper to you, i would whisper to you, all the secrets that i own. i want to fix you."
"then tell me. scream at me. whisper to me. fix me. fix me please."
"you want me to, and i want to."
"but..."
"but all the secrets i own are hidden. and i must fix myself, before i can think to fix you."
by ~mhmimstellar
too tired to play pretendi'm the kind of person who can sit all by myself in a room with deafening music and cheerful laughs coming from the television, but be in a quiet, uncertain hell. i'm the person who drowns herself in what ifs, and breathes out lies. i live a life with counterfeit smiles, and forced laughs, untamable desires of death fill my mind at night until i fall into light sleepless slumber. i'm not the girl you used to know.too tired to play pretend
my hope for the future fades with each passing day that is full of sorrow and heartbreak. my dreams for life leave with each fatal blow to my ego. my breath weakens with each beat of the drum, and my heart stops with e
by ~mhmimstellar
| and these words, they will haunt you. |
Journal History
- Nov 26, 2009 yehp, i've done it again.
- Nov 25, 2009 you know its bad
- Nov 20, 2009 you're so damn lovely,
- Nov 16, 2009 %&$(
- Nov 14, 2009 irony is a bitch.
- Nov 12, 2009 you've got a lot of nerve.
- Nov 9, 2009 these are the nights we'll never remember
- Nov 7, 2009 all i ever wanted was a moment,
- Nov 5, 2009 $^#^#*$*Q#%%^*(
- Nov 3, 2009 because i have no life,
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yehp, i've done it again.
FearDevious Info
- Current Residence: Michigan
- Interests: People, and the way they think, and interact.
- Favourite band or musician: eatmewhileimhot, alesana, chiodos, i see stars, automatic loveletter, bring me the horizon
- Favourite genre of music: Rock, Alternative, Screamo, Acoustic
- Favourite poet or writer: Langston Hughes
- MP3 player of choice: iPod
- Personal Quote: "Forget about the what if's, just look at what is."
- Email: mhmimstellar@aim.com
- AIM: yourvoiceshook
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you were just a small tragedy in the mist of my insanity.
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you were just a small tragedy in the mist of my insanity.
checkoutmygallery?
[link]
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It's nobody's business what's in my cup, what's in your cup, what's in their cup. It's your cup, drink it. Fuck you, and whatever was in my cup, I'm going to keep drinking it. Suck my dick, and my cup. - Lil Wayne
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you were just a small tragedy in the mist of my insanity.
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